Depressing Departure

Ronnie is headed back to Bacolod. She left about an hour ago. We rode together to the bus station and I helped her board then I headed back to the condo.

I actually miss her.

Her behavior is similar to mine as a teenager. I was very much an introvert. I always thought of what I’d do in certain situations but never did those things when the situation arose. Hopefully, a couple of days with me affirming her and her watching as I “dove into the deep end of the pool” help her self confidence.

We attended Sinulog, took plenty of pics, did face painting, and a bunch of other fun activities. She had challenges expressing her contentment but she did as best as she was able. I thoroughly enjoyed the last few days with her and look forward to spending some more time with her.

Today, Monday, January 20, 2020, I am grateful that:

I had the opportunity to attend Sinulog. It’s a festive time in Cebu and it was revitalizing. The crowds weren’t overwhelming as I knew how to navigate around most of the congested areas unlike last year.

Ronnie and I attended Sinulog together. Companionship was great, especially with someone who wanted to be with me as much as I her.

We finally got a taxi this morning. After about 30 minutes of waiting we were able to hail a cab. I started to become fearful she wouldn’t make her bus and have to postpone her trip for several more hours. She’d informed me she has several errands and appointments today and tomorrow and a delayed departure would have skewed her schedule, causing her unwanted stress.

Even with her departure this morning, upon returning home, I’m back to my routine of writing. It’s more important than ever to stick to a routine and create daily.

I may have found a reason, other than cost of living, to stay in the country. I really do enjoy Ronnie’s companionship and hopes of something substantial abide within my spirit.

Be Great. Be Grateful!!!