Hating The New

For years I loved new things, new jobs, new people, new ideas, etc. But today, as I’m faced with onboarding with new clients, I’m hating the new. I am remembering with bias, the fondness of my old routine. I’m recalling casual engagements and writings. I’m reminiscing about pitch decks and executive bios and longing for the mundane tasks of days gone by.

I’ve spent the last forty minutes attempting to onboard with another client. It’s beyond frustrating, because this far in and the only thing I can say with certainty is nothing they’ve sent over works. All I’ve been able to do is download the programs, but no work have I accomplished. I hate idle time, especially since I’m not being paid for it. If I were on the clock, so to speak, I would have more patience, or maybe not. But these endeavors have been at my expense.

I’ve taken a break, written my lists, and I’ll hit the reset button. I’ve sent an email informing them of the challenges and I’ll move on to another client. I don’t have to sit by and wait for their solutions. I’ll do something more productive in the meantime.

Today, Thursday, November 10, 2022, I am grateful that:

I’m getting more comfortable with my non routine. It’s about flexibility and since I’m single and living alone, my schedule is the only affected. I’m doing what’s needed, no matter what.

I’ve remained vigilant. I’ve stood fast on fulfilling my purpose, not yielding, and doing everything within my power. When my power wasn’t enough, I’ve asked for assistance and borrowed the power of others, including His unlimited power.

When things are challenging, I’ve got a circle of those I can turn to and seek guidance. It’s not merely about friendships, but the ability to connect with those whom had similar experiences and are willing to share how they overcame a particular challenge or obstacle. That’s truly valuable and something I’m fortunate to be able to tap into at will from a number of trusted counselors.

Are you adaptable?

Are you flexible?

Are you willing to be both of those things?

To what extent and for how long?

Be Great. Be Grateful!!!