Lack of Discipline

What if the problem isn’t my purpose?

What if I lack discipline? What if the issue with fulfilling my purpose is unrelenting sloth?

Or perhaps, it’s supposed to be challenging?

I’m uncertain. All I can tell you is that it’s been extremely challenging. From lack of clarity to lack of direction then lack of leadership, it’s been a challenge. When one obstacle is overcome, another appears.

It could be likened to a marathon of hurdles. I’ll not surrender. I will not yield. I’ll keep pressing forward. It’s just the way it is. It’s the path I’m on and I’ll continue for as long as needed. I will not stop believing in Him and what He can do for me and others when we are unrelenting.

Today, Wednesday, May 4, 2022, I am grateful that:

I’m making some progress. I’ve formed a few partnerships, but it’s not enough at the moment. I need more people singing my praises. I will continue to develop those relationships and more.

Veronica is enjoying her time with family. It’s great for her to visit them. Once we move closer, it’ll be cool for her to pop over and spend the day with them. I’m happy she’s got a support group. My companionship alone is not enough.

I’m getting restless again. I’m not entirely happy with my situation. When I’m uncomfortable, I get more accomplished. I’m guessing comfort had set in over the last year and that’s not acceptable.

Be Great. Be Grateful!!!