More Prep Work

Kinda getting tired of planning. I’d like more action or rather implementation. Yet, I am keenly aware(mostly from past failures) that this phase is VITAL.

Having more failures than successes leads me to inventory/assess what happened in each instance. Mostly, lack of planning, followed closely by lack of purpose. No purpose(end-game) along without a plan to fulfill the unsaid purpose, I was most certainly guaranteed failure. Although, I’m seem to be complaining, I really not. I’m in a spot where I could use assistance(mostly for research) but I’ve been unable to locate someone with suitable attributes as of yet.

I’ll continue to do the work myself and I’ll continue to search for a capable individual.

Today, Friday, September 20, 2019, I am grateful that:

I’m willing to put in the work. At most times in the past, I’ve simply began to move forward or I’d sit back and watch as things happened right in front of my eyes. This time I’ve done neither. I’ve created a plan and begun to research it’s viability, definitely a change in prior paradigms.

Steve has successfully returned to work. During our conversation earlier he shared it’s been nearly two weeks. I’m aware it’s been a challenging couple of months for him and I’m glad he’s able to regain some sense of normalcy. He’s one of the most consistent individuals I know so a disruption in his routine has been quite unsettling even if he has spoken of such things regularly.

Writing has begun to “feel” less laborious. For a bit, this felt like a chore. Like something that “had” to be done versus something I get to do. I’m happy those feelings have subsided and I’ve returned to a more neutral feeling with regards to writing.

Do The Work Yourself. Be Impactful!