Quarantine

Yesterday I received a picture of an executive order declaring a quarantine of the city and I’ve been homebound the majority of the day. Typically reclusive here, the isolation hasn’t been a concern. Part of the challenge is my lethargy.

I slept in today, having not set my alarm. I’m writing this at night versus the morning as I knew I wouldn’t have a busy schedule. I’ve only interacted with a few people, haven’t spoken with anyone, except Roni, via phone, and only left to get food for lunch.

Motivation is internal and it’s something I lack today. Tomorrow will be different as it ALWAYS is.

Today, Monday, March 16, 2020, I am grateful that:

I got this done. Typically done to put me in a positive mindset at the beginning of the day, I’m happy to have at least continued my streak. I’m uncertain as to how many days continously I’ve written but I know the streak will endure for at least one more day.

I’m healthy and feel well. I don’t personally know anyone infected with the virus but the proliferation and notoriety its receiving has even me(typically unengaged with current affairs) cognizant of its impact on global society.

Roni and I had a chance to speak today. Her mood is downtrodden and her personality(introvert) made several conversations extremely challenging. I did the best I was able to do with our talks but it was more than frustrating.

Roni reached out and wanted to talk. The conversations weren’t really beneficial to me but hopefully us talking helped her.

Is your motivation internal?

How do you move forward when external circumstances inhibit your productivity?

Be Great. Be Grateful!!!