The Right State

One of the things I’ve learned as a result of writing on a consistent basis is how important it is for me to be in the right state. I’d thought about other times in my life and it’s something I never really correlated with the events and my state of mind until this morning. “State” is defined as the particular condition that someone or something is in at a specific time, ie...my state of mind when writing.

So for me to get in the right state of mind I have a playlist. Every morning(six days a week) I listen to a set list of songs. These particular songs heighten my energy level and put me into the right state. I am able to write without listening to the list but it’s more enjoyable and less of a chore when I have the list playing as I write.

Today, Monday, July 15, 2019, I am grateful that:

I’ve identified and work to live in my ideal state while working. I say working ‘cause writing is work even though I truly enjoy my work.

I rediscovered a playlist I hadn’t listened to since Rio. The songs, the music put me into a state where it’s challenging to contain/temper myself. I’ve gotten off to a slow start this morning but that particular list has put me back on track.

The “fat kid from high school” is disappearing. I frequently will tell people, I was a fat kid, a fat teenager, and a fat adult. One of the challenges with being overweight is I’ve had a low self esteem. Last night I made a late night run to grab Leylam and met up with a couple of girls. One was incredibly attractive and the “fat kid” sat on my shoulder and said “don’t talk to her, she’s too cute for you.” Good thing this version of me was there also and after I introduced myself to her and her friend we all had a great time enjoying each others’ company. Funny how those voices from years past still have some sort of volume if let unchecked and unattended. Good for me I’ve learned how to hit the “mute” button.

Find Your Right “State.” Be Impactful!