This Is Exhausting

I’m tired. Plain and simple. I’m just tired. It seems as if nothing is working at the moment. Additionally, it seems as if the moment has been lasting forever. Now this moment and temporary downgrade of lifestyle seems as if it’s permanent. I’m tired of this lifestyle, this downgrade, this way of life. I won’t say I’m broken, but something needs to be fixed.

In multiple areas of my life, things are not clicking at a high level. Financially, emotionally, professionally, even spiritually. I refuse to quit, but that doesn’t make this stage of the journey any easier.

The main reason for writing these lists were to stave off depression. Those feelings of hopelessness, unworthiness, and despair have always been stemmed by writing what makes me grateful. So, I’ll do what works.

Today, Wednesday, March 30, 2022, I am grateful that:

I’m still writing. Not much to think of other than that. It’s a challenging time, but there is at least one bright spot.

Cedric stopped through last night to grab his watermelon. Veronica and I grabbed it at Carbon market and were happy to give him a bit of our joy.

C.W. and I got a chance to speak briefly this morning. He and Moe are in Gainesville visiting a friend, but we did speak briefly.

What do you do when you reach your breaking point?

How do you continue?

Be Great. Be Grateful!!!