Better Late Than Never
It’s almost midnight, about 11 pm for me and I’m just now writing. The construction outside of my place, having the need for a domestic helper, and a lack of discipline have all been contributing factors for my delay. Some days it’s best to be flexible. Today just happens to be one of those days. I’m typically rigid in my morning routine, but today that was not the best route, I felt, to take.
About all I’ve got to say about today is it’s nearly over. Some days are more frustrating than others. Today wasn’t one of those days. I’m basically brain dea. I have learned that writing late at night or after most of the day is gone is not the best time. I am not a morning person by any stretch of the imagination, but for writing, mornings work best.
One thing that I’ve leaned is that, if it’s important I’ll lose sleep. That’s the case for my list. It’s not about sleeping sice I’m not so tired, but it’s about getting it done. It’s about keeping a commitment. Keeping a commitment to myself and to others. No one is reading these outside of me. In fact, I don’t read them after I write them. These are first draft only and I like it that way. I don’t get a chance to edit my thoughts, which in essence is what my lists are. Typically my first thoughts of the day. A time to relax, drink my coffee, and commune with my Creator. That’s not the case today, but the exception makes the rule.
Today, Wednesday, April 24, 2024, I am grateful that:
I honored my commitment to myself. Esteem means to respect and admire. By keeping my word, doing what I said I would, I build respect and admiration for myself. Constantly disappointing myself and lying about what I will do is the worst way for me to increase my admiration, my warm approval as defined by a dictionary.
Jovy worked today and got things done. My finances are getting thin for the moment and it’s a challenge to afford her salary. She is vital during this phase of my recovery. It may change and I’m hoping rather quickly, but for now, having the assistance of another eases some of my daily challenges.
I got to have a few conversions today. From Derald to Diana and a couple of others. I am fortunate to have a host of friends. Some I’m closer with and confide in more than others. But the mere ability to pick and choose from such a wide array of experienced, intelligent, savvy, and compassionate group of friends is truly a blessing.
Do you admire yourself?
Do you hold yourself in high esteem?
What have you done today to increase your self esteem?
If you’ve done nothing so far, what will you do before you sleep tonight to raise your self approval?
Abe,
Be Greater!!!