Disinterested Disconnection

About an hour ago, I realized my conscious decision to start work immediately versus starting my day with writing my list over the last week has left me disconnected. Not from friends in the traditional sense but from Him. I’ve been mildly stressed, fractured, and unproductive. On the outside looking in it would appear as if I’ve been getting a bunch completed, and I have. But there’s much more that needs to be completed.

My decision to wait on writing or not write my list entirely was, in part, because I’d been working to finish a couple of books. I’d thought that would afford me a bit more time. Also, for maybe a month prior, I hadn’t really felt connected. I’ve been writing and although heartfelt, I was going through the motions. Also, since both new releases are a compilation of my morning writing, it may have been a means for me to sabotage future releases, not sure, but maybe.

Anyway, I’ve begun to recall my original plans for my morning writings. How I could create a video, a blog post, and place them on my social media accounts in an effort to create more of a presence. I’ve been able to obtain some tools that’ll accelerate my efforts in those endeavors and I’m finally able to get those things done, with minimal effort.

I enjoy writing. I enjoy creating. I enjoy completion of a project. All the things in between, the minuta is something I despise. I don’t enjoy it at all but it’s necessary. So, I’ll continue to write and create and all the things in between because the joy of the first exceeds the pain of the second.

Today, Wednesday, June 10, 2020, I am grateful that:

The realization that writing, first thing in the morning, is part of my communication and enhancement of my relationship with my Creator. It’s nothing new but it’s nice to be reminded.

Tools needed to accomplish my purpose are becoming available. Not only are they available but they’re affordable and easy to learn. I’ve acquired two plus have two additional in the pipeline.

I’m regaining some clarity. It’s amazing how such a simple task(this list) can anchor my day and has become vital in my efforts. I’ve probably got more times in the future when I’ll relapse and take the importance of this for granted but for now, I’m most grateful I realize it today.

How do you reconnect to your Creator?

Do you feel connected today?

Can you connect today?

Be Great. Be Grateful!