Elite Enigmatology
One of the most challenging questions I’ve faced is how. Specifically, how do I pull all of these seemingly unrelated tools together to build or craft the life I desire?
“The what and the why are free, the how requires a fee” are words of Dr. Kain. She said this to me a few years ago and they still ring true. The what is the life I desire, fulfilling my life’s purpose. The why is, it’s the reason I exist. Yet the elusive how may not be as elusive as it once was.
Enigmatology is the study of puzzles. I’ve been studying this puzzle of a life worth living, a life that’s meaningful, impactful, and perhaps desirable to others, in their own versions. Elite means as select group that is superior in terms of ability or qualities to the rest of a group or society. Discovering the pieces of the puzzle, how they fit together, and viewing the puzzle in its entirety before completion, requires a superior quality most don’t possess or choose to use.
Seemingly random tools and resources have been in my presence for a couple of years now. From no code tools, coding languages, large language models, my gratitude lists, my mentors old and new, and even more have all been present. Yet, none of the pieces seemed to fit until this weekend. Over the last 48 to 72 hours, all of the pieces have begun to coalesce, forming my puzzle. It’s refreshing. It’s confirmation that quitting before you get there yields nothing. Had I abandoned my course, the last few years would have been wasted time, unless and until I resumed the trip.
The only sad part of my discovery is my inability to write it down by hand. I don’t know why or what makes that so powerful, but it does. I will attempt today to handwrite it with my left hand, since I’m still unable to use my right hand with full functionality. I’m progressing, but not there yet and this typing will yield a numbing pain that’ll more than likely last until I go to sleep tonight. So I’m going lefty today and that’s okay too. Do what needs to be done, when it needs doing.
Today, Monday, May 20, 2024, I am grateful that:
Clarity is returning. After months of being medicated, recovering from my accident, and not feeling like myself it’s great to get some sense of normalcy.
A methodology for fulfilling my purpose is forming. It’s crystal clear not only what needs to be done, but how to get it done.
The resources needed to properly manifest are falling or have fallen into place. I’m not entirely sure if all of the tools or people are in place, but enough are present to get started. If more are needed as I progress, I am certain those will appear also.
Can you see your completed puzzle?
Which pieces go where?
What pieces are missing?
What can you do to start gathering those pieces?
Abe,
Be Greater!!!