Stuck In A Rut

This has been going on for far longer than I am comfortable with and I’m uncertain what needs to happen to change my current state and circumstances. I’ve been in a seeming holding pattern for months now and with no end in sight, my frustration mounts. It builds and begins to permeate other aspects of my life, affecting friendships, moods, dietary intake, and other areas.

I’ve made progress in some areas and done what’s been possible yet I’m still here with little left to accomplish without the assistance and needed direction of others. Yet the “others” aren’t apparent and although meditation is part of my daily routine, the answers haven’t become clear. So I’m left “stuck in a rut” and seemingly adrift without direction.

Today, Friday, November 15, 2019, I am grateful that:

Although my tooth pain is substantial; as well as, my fear of a dental office visit, I do have the resources required to get any and all dental repairs needed.

Tonio and I had a conversation regarding the necessity to remedy my lack of willingness to visit the dentist and he shared what happened with him when he procrastinated in a similar manner as myself.

I’m willing to visit a dentist and reached out to Abby to ask for a referral. She’s recently had some dental work performed and I trust her judgement in that regard.

Get Unstuck!

When travelling along a muddy road and getting stuck about the only way to free the vehicle is to rock it back and forth until it can produce enough momentum to free itself from its muddy prison. My hope is I’m rocking back and forth and will soon be able to free myself.

Be Impactful!